One a perfect submissive little girl, who loved her daddy and had a collection 31 pandas lined up by size on the wrought iron bed passed down from her great grandmother. NOw ?from the outside people think I am "that girl" the one who "has the problems", "she will just bring you down" with my negative thoughts, crazy anxiety, eatingdisorder, depression, and general issues. I am still the same person who loves the smell of a fresh spring rain, the colors of the fall, the feel of the wind kissing your cheeks, the beauty and mysteries of nature, and the warmth of the sun loving your snow white skin. "We have to create it is the only thing loulder than destruction" -Andrea Gibson. The world's terrible deeds hurt me too much inside. I would die if i didnt have art or chorus to keep me going.
HW: 128 CW:120 LW:100 UGW:92